I thought of a possibility of why doctors have that air of "superiority/untouchableness" to them. This is a follow-up to the previous blog posting.

!!ALERT!! - "Doctors may actually be people, too..." trigger possibility

I provide some input on the idea of 'stakeholding'- this relates to society in general, and certainly relates to classes, groups, and sub-groups too. It supports the ideas that "the world is inter-connected" and "no man is an island."

!!ALERT - Negativity trigger possibility!!

Hummer Camera Car

The life I would have liked to of had with you.  But I am broken and trying to fix myself on my own, it is hard and I have to fix myself on my own...  I don't even know if you were ever a possibility in reality.  But I had to try and tell you something.. 

Perhaps I need(ed) someone a little emotionally stronger than me to help me put myself back together into a better man.  But  I  don't know what I am really doing any more...

I just felt I had to tell you something.

 Another day , another hour, all my brain does is torment and ponder. 

I walk around with nice clothes on, my hair comed, my mustache trimmed and my face shaved,  yet inside I am a screaming mess,  waiting for something to happen in my environment, someone to cause a fight some where about anything, so I can just finally explode and let all the rage loose, let all my anixety,fear,frustration,worry, hopes and dreams just let loose .. and when the dust settles the blood dries up and everyone gets hauled off... someone stops and asks me , who are you and what happened.

The undeclared war by the police against vulnerable individuals continues.

This time it was a quiet evening stroll and a simple quest for a slice of pizza that to their eyes merited a death sentence.