Wanting to Howl

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“The sun, too, shines into cesspools and is not polluted”

--Diogenes

“Discourse on virtue and they pass by in droves. Whistle and dance the shimmy, and you've got an audience.”

 --Diogenes

I don't know a whole lot about him. I couldn't really wear a barrel and nothing else. Maybe. Well I just have to watch myself on court order. I need to become a performance artist...so that my so called ritualistic behavior patterns can be put to some good artistic use, it usually is rather artistic. I usually have a sense of theater going on in my head in extreme states. It is a form of trance dance ritual at times for me. I don't know what all is going on. I know we are a part of evolution and creation...that's about it.
 
crossposted from roll call:
it is chilly here. but then again i am barefoot and in tucson. i need some clean socks tho. i have slippers i think somewhere. shawl. oh freaky i found my rewashable hospital slippers. i can't find my others, i am still mad people threw all my clothes away. well they kept some. i am not too without. i got new dresses. i wear those a lot. i even would hike in a skirt if it was tough enough material...because i like them. comfortable to me. i can not hike tho lately and it is bothersome. my friend thinks i should get my heart checked because i get these weakness attacks. i had that shock that went through heart. one of the doctors in the hosp. decided i was a hypochndriac and i wonder if that is because i was reacting badly to medicine that i was allergic to and that should have been in my records forever....they have "SMI" stamped on me forever, why can't they have my allergies listed forever. ugh. I am still healing. i am going to go bark with the dogs...be diogenes, wear a barrel. it would be fun to bark at people. i knew a woman who did that. i am around too many people who worry too much about my being normal enough or something...i don't know. so then i can't just let go and do that and howling would be good too. i think i will do that as soon as i can get out in the desert...i also want to see the aspens changing in the mountains. i can dream it tho.